Some thoughts

Thoughts come to me only when I am tired chasing a goal.. the thought usually revolves around how a better plan could have helped... what should be done after reaching the goal... and more often retracts to world of philosophy which I feel go into because the mind is in a state of despair about the goal not being reached and sub-consciously wishes to escape the world... rarely did I see myself writing... unless I saw the writing clear on the wall... but over time I have realised one characteristic of myself.. that I dont give up.. and that I am capable of come-backs.. consistently... I am getting far more complacent than I should be.. wait.. call it laziness.. the day I shrug off procrastination and laziness, I bet there would be no match for me.. I am feeling very tired these days... may be work.... somehow... I did like to return back to some moments of past for a brief time and rectify them... but for all we know... the real world has no time-machine.. this was too much of writing for an amateur.. cheers .. goodnight