Random Musings

So .. I finally return to my third love - writing (the first and second being painting and sleeping), this is my 4-5th blogspot ID with me always forgetting my username.... towards the fag end of so-called MBA, i find myself in a confused state - what did I come here for and at what oppurtunity cost and where am I finally heading towards.. these random thoughts were flooding my mind during some non-sense ppt by some nonsense company few days back.... As always I try to postpone the answers to the thoughts...but I guess, all questions find their answers sooner or later - if there is one...Most people tend to live with the flow...so did I.. To me - CAT...interviews..NITIE just happened rather than being choosen.... so did my other choices at that time - U.Mich, TAMU, Columbia, or IISc. .. Only time can tell whether the choices and paths treaded were right or wrong... But then the fault is not mine... it is difficult to see anything beyond tommorrow in this uncertain place... and as always I still wait for things to happen.. with all due respect to the forecasting techniques of SCM demand planners and technical analysts of the stock market, let me say that past is not deterministic of future ... probability of events is never 1 even in the surest of predictions.. ..... - with all these thoughts I finally sit down at 3:00 in the night to plan out where I am going and what I would be doing in the next 40 years (with a probablity of 1 (but with an overall expected value of '0' - for this is a continuous distribution with the P(x) at any point being so small that the E value finally becomes zero - (this is half fart for I am no Bond in Stats)), for the events planned - there are no branches in this decision tree) ... 4 hrs later I come up with a plan which I would be writing down in parts...P.S.> it is so refreshing to write after a long time...Disclaimer> All these are random thoughts...dont try to read too much into it for u will find them all bungled up with no final meaning..